You broke me.

laughforalli @ 2005-12-20T17:01:00

2005-12-21T00:58:47Z

ADDD it now

and comment back on this post.

and i will add you back <3.

laughforalli @ 2005-12-12T18:49:00

2005-12-13T02:46:07Z

new lj.

icrossmyheartt.

add it.

ps. if you told me to add you, add me back, duh.

laughforalli @ 2005-12-11T14:20:00

2005-12-11T22:16:58Z

New journal.

icrossmyheartt.

comment on this entry
to be added.
♥

laughforalli @ 2005-12-10T20:35:00

2005-12-10T22:36:56Z

This journal is over.

SO.
I have decided to put it to rest.

R.I.P Laughforalli.

Ive made a new one to start fresh.
Because that is what i need.
a
fresh
start.

to sweet beginnings
and bitter endings. right?

icrossmyheartt ♥

Add it. and ill add you back.

laughforalli @ 2005-12-10T10:51:00

2005-12-10T18:48:38Z

Hi.
After all.
i AM
a stupid, stupid
girl.

laughforalli @ 2005-12-07T23:49:00

2005-12-08T07:46:58Z

Hi ♥
=)

laughforalli @ 2005-12-07T20:41:00

2005-12-08T04:37:29Z

If you want to sock me.
Just do it.

laughforalli @ 2005-12-07T14:01:00

2005-12-07T22:01:16Z

Who cares if people
give up on me.
At least I have never
given up on myself.
♥

laughforalli @ 2005-12-05T17:18:00

2005-12-06T01:17:33Z

OMG OMG OMG
Im going to be
EIGHTEEN
In 26 days.
HELLO LEGAL!
♥

New year's parties anyone!?

laughforalli @ 2005-12-01T17:26:00

2005-12-02T01:27:52Z

I hate hecticness.
I hate that i just want my best boy friend back.
I hate that people try to control other people.
I hate that people let other people control them.
I hate timing.
I hate when people are too scared to do what they really want.
I hate when people try to avoid things.
I hate the fact that some people work best as friends.
I hate the fact that some people work best as more than friends
I hate when you try to work as friends and it doesnt.
I hate that this is all so hard.
I hate that both of these unfortunate situations have to happen at the same time.

i HATE timing.

and

i HATE when people cant stand up for themselves and do what they want which in turn makes EVERYTHING
so much harder.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-30T00:32:00

2005-11-30T08:31:55Z

muahahha.

lebourget is the spot.
where we REUNITED
with our ali/alli selves
and ventured out into the world!
of notions and commotions and emotions.
niggerr. with two rs. hard califoRnia R's.
bitch.
yeah. YEAH.
and the best part.

we got away with it all..♥

laughforalli @ 2005-11-27T23:17:00

2005-11-28T07:15:54Z

the shins are so good right now.

bras are so out.

and

this is like, blow up lawn decoration christmas.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-27T20:25:00

2005-11-28T04:21:42Z

I lost Fat.
But thank GOD.
I found Fat.

Fat, you were missed.

// EDIT:

I lost Fat again.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-22T18:55:00

2005-11-23T02:53:58Z

Im pretty bored with life.

Im sick of going around
in circles with this boy.
Im sick of college applications.
Im sick of swimming.
Im sick of school.

Im sick of routine.

I don't like that i'm holding on
anymore.

i want to get on with things.
i want things to be exciting again.

im sick of being sick of things.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-21T17:12:00

2005-11-22T01:10:52Z

theory #6:

There are no rules in the game of love.
If you try to be fair, you're wasting your time.
Follow your instinct.
your heart.

too bad not everyone knows that.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-20T13:48:00

2005-11-20T21:46:19Z

i need to do something
right now.

at this point i mean.

either, i need to make something
happen.

or i need to do something.
i neeeeeeed to do something new.
this circle game is boring me
right now.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-16T22:19:00

2005-11-17T06:16:24Z

remember how lizzys mom used
to think that she was an angel?

HAHAHA.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-16T18:50:00

2005-11-17T02:50:58Z

Theory #5:

HIT OR MISS.
When you miss..you gotta keep going
till you HIT.

but, sometimes it takes time to HIT.
and you get tired.
so you need a break.
or to try something else.

and me, right now.
I need a break from missing.
so i shall take that break.
and in time..

ill be ready. We'll be ready.
to hit. or miss. again.

hopefully we hit.

but right now.
i know this about me..
im strong.
and i love it.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-13T22:35:00

2005-11-14T06:34:38Z

Hi, Im alli.
But you can call me
Hearted.

Broken Hearted, that is.

I've never been so
completely detatched from
everything.

If you think I went through
everything WE went through
for nothing,
well, you're wrong.

Its bound to happen.
You just need some help.
But thats why i am here.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-08T15:24:00

2005-11-08T23:22:49Z

(=.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-07T17:11:00

2005-11-08T01:09:02Z

This is completely
unrelated to anything
and everything right now.

i was just
doing laundry.
Ya know, separating
the lights and the darks.

when i stopped and glanced at my piles.
and i just decided that
i dont think i have ever loved
a color more than i have
loved green.

i love green.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-06T19:03:00

2005-11-07T03:00:41Z

so basically
im ecstatic.

yay.
yay.
yay.

♥

laughforalli @ 2005-11-04T20:40:00

2005-11-05T04:37:25Z

I love life.
despite all
the bad days.

i love living.

laughforalli @ 2005-11-02T23:31:00

2005-11-03T07:30:47Z

what i want
is to be given
a music box.

a music box
with a pink
ballerina.

where the ballerina
spins and spins

and the song just keeps
playing.

no suprises.

she knows exactly what she
will be doing forever.

and

i hate not knowing
how this will end.

laughforalli @ 2005-10-31T23:25:00

2005-11-01T07:23:48Z

remember how
OCTOBER
aka..worst month ever..
is going to be over
in precisely 34 minutes.

like..
FINALLY..

hello november. ♥