You broke me.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 00:58:47 GMT

ADDD it now

and comment back on this post.

and i will add you back <3.

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 02:46:07 GMT

new lj.

icrossmyheartt.

add it.

ps. if you told me to add you, add me back, duh.

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 22:16:58 GMT

New journal.

icrossmyheartt.

comment on this entry
to be added.
♥

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 22:36:56 GMT

This journal is over.

SO.
I have decided to put it to rest.

R.I.P Laughforalli.

Ive made a new one to start fresh.
Because that is what i need.
a
fresh
start.

to sweet beginnings
and bitter endings. right?

icrossmyheartt ♥

Add it. and ill add you back.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 18:48:38 GMT

Hi.
After all.
i AM
a stupid, stupid
girl.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 07:46:58 GMT

Hi ♥
=)

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 04:37:29 GMT

If you want to sock me.
Just do it.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 22:01:16 GMT

Who cares if people
give up on me.
At least I have never
given up on myself.
♥

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 01:17:33 GMT

OMG OMG OMG
Im going to be
EIGHTEEN
In 26 days.
HELLO LEGAL!
♥

New year's parties anyone!?

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 01:27:52 GMT

I hate hecticness.
I hate that i just want my best boy friend back.
I hate that people try to control other people.
I hate that people let other people control them.
I hate timing.
I hate when people are too scared to do what they really want.
I hate when people try to avoid things.
I hate the fact that some people work best as friends.
I hate the fact that some people work best as more than friends
I hate when you try to work as friends and it doesnt.
I hate that this is all so hard.
I hate that both of these unfortunate situations have to happen at the same time.

i HATE timing.

and

i HATE when people cant stand up for themselves and do what they want which in turn makes EVERYTHING
so much harder.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 08:31:55 GMT

muahahha.

lebourget is the spot.
where we REUNITED
with our ali/alli selves
and ventured out into the world!
of notions and commotions and emotions.
niggerr. with two rs. hard califoRnia R's.
bitch.
yeah. YEAH.
and the best part.

we got away with it all..♥

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 07:15:54 GMT

the shins are so good right now.

bras are so out.

and

this is like, blow up lawn decoration christmas.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 04:21:42 GMT

I lost Fat.
But thank GOD.
I found Fat.

Fat, you were missed.

// EDIT:

I lost Fat again.

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:53:58 GMT

Im pretty bored with life.

Im sick of going around
in circles with this boy.
Im sick of college applications.
Im sick of swimming.
Im sick of school.

Im sick of routine.

I don't like that i'm holding on
anymore.

i want to get on with things.
i want things to be exciting again.

im sick of being sick of things.

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 01:10:52 GMT

theory #6:

There are no rules in the game of love.
If you try to be fair, you're wasting your time.
Follow your instinct.
your heart.

too bad not everyone knows that.

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 21:46:19 GMT

i need to do something
right now.

at this point i mean.

either, i need to make something
happen.

or i need to do something.
i neeeeeeed to do something new.
this circle game is boring me
right now.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 06:16:24 GMT

remember how lizzys mom used
to think that she was an angel?

HAHAHA.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 02:50:58 GMT

Theory #5:

HIT OR MISS.
When you miss..you gotta keep going
till you HIT.

but, sometimes it takes time to HIT.
and you get tired.
so you need a break.
or to try something else.

and me, right now.
I need a break from missing.
so i shall take that break.
and in time..

ill be ready. We'll be ready.
to hit. or miss. again.

hopefully we hit.

but right now.
i know this about me..
im strong.
and i love it.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 06:34:38 GMT

Hi, Im alli.
But you can call me
Hearted.

Broken Hearted, that is.

I've never been so
completely detatched from
everything.

If you think I went through
everything WE went through
for nothing,
well, you're wrong.

Its bound to happen.
You just need some help.
But thats why i am here.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 23:22:49 GMT

(=.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:09:02 GMT

This is completely
unrelated to anything
and everything right now.

i was just
doing laundry.
Ya know, separating
the lights and the darks.

when i stopped and glanced at my piles.
and i just decided that
i dont think i have ever loved
a color more than i have
loved green.

i love green.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:00:41 GMT

so basically
im ecstatic.

yay.
yay.
yay.

♥

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 04:37:25 GMT

I love life.
despite all
the bad days.

i love living.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 07:30:47 GMT

what i want
is to be given
a music box.

a music box
with a pink
ballerina.

where the ballerina
spins and spins

and the song just keeps
playing.

no suprises.

she knows exactly what she
will be doing forever.

and

i hate not knowing
how this will end.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 07:23:48 GMT

remember how
OCTOBER
aka..worst month ever..
is going to be over
in precisely 34 minutes.

like..
FINALLY..

hello november. ♥